I’ve always prickled around the term “lightworker”; it never felt like a truly accurate description of me or what I am doing at the most authentic level and I now realise why. Of course, I understand where it arose from as many of us feel we are working to redress some sort of imbalance in the world by sitting squarely on the other end of that see-saw, making it more manifest in the outside reality that we all share together. But when we start to embody source energy deep into the cells, as we necessarily do at the crystallisation stage of our evolution, we often hit upon a truth learned the hard way. Really the concept, such as we use one, should be “spiritworker” as in “I work with being source energy embodied”, which consists of being both dark and light, yin and yang; cooperative and whole. When we consider ourselves only to be working with light we risk burning ourselves down to toast crumbs as spiritual light, unbalanced, is the most potent force in the universe and it burns though all matter including our old-style aura and our biological cells. Declaring “I’m only for the light” perpetuates a dualistic stance that plays out as our most hard-felt experience. When we work too concertedly at embodying “only light”, the body will respond by throwing some shade…and that can look a lot like health issues on a very grand scale or even total disintegration as there is no semblance of wholeness left to continue holding matter together. Fragmentation is the natural result.
Using the correct terminology about ourselves can be a powerful tool in this alchemical kit as labels and words can be so powerful; thus we sometimes give our power away by carelessly acquiescing with them. When we incorporate both light and dark, all the way through to the language we use, we allow wholeness to assemble and become stronger. Its much like what I learned, and wrote about, many years ago as a novice artist discovering, the hard way, that none of my paintings seemed to work without equal proportions of light and shadow. “Spiritworker” (such as I have a label at all; but if one comes up, this feels better) encompasses this idea more accurately, for me, and I wonder why I didn’t adopt it before. Perhaps its because it conjures up images of Victorians holding seances or some other-such outmoded concept. Yet perhaps that has been the distractionary idea keeping us from claiming a more appropriate concept of what it is that we are doing here; necessarily, as we venture one huge leap forwards in claiming a more holistic viewpoint of the world, starting with self, in order to successfully and sustainably embody even more source energy than ever before.
I like using specific terms with care a great deal! The term “spiritworker” works for me! 🙂
I would have enjoyed, as a child, having someone share with me the phrase, “I work with being source energy embodied,” for that was what I was doing, and I had NO idea what words to use to talk about it — nor anyone to talk about it with! I tried a few times, but only was met with blank stares at best, or looks of concern at worst. The best thing came when I discovered the works of Emerson and Thoreau, and then I realized that, yes, other people did experience this! 🙂
Yes, I too found those two when, thankfully, an American literature module came up for me when I went to uni to study “English”. I also found the essence of it in DH Lawrence from an early age. We were early bloomers realising this; again, thankfully, there were some torch bearers in the works of literature we found. I was just pondering this morning, as I lay in bed, those childhood years of trying to deal with this and express it when there was no one with whom to try and express. We’re getting there now…and my daughter and I discuss such things openly.
I agree wholeheartedly that we should embrace all shades of light and darkness, so ‘spirit-working’ seems a good description.
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